Oh my what a week

I can't believe I made it through in one piece. This has been the most stressful week I have had in a very long time. Lauren's baby shower is over, and I have to say it was just wonderful. Everyone was so nice, and friendly, helpful, and happy for Lauren. I really think everyone mingled nicely, and the party games were a hit. I also got to catch up with a very good friend from college Meghan. She told us today that she is pregnant with her four child....yes that is right her FOURTH child. I am so happy for her, she and her husband are the best parents and their children are beautiful. CJ's mom came up for the shower, and she was the biggest help. Even though it was a long day it was very nice,but I am so so happy it is over.

CJ left for his army school this morning very early. I hate that he leaves me, but I know that it is something that he has to do. It does make me appreciate when he is around though. I haven't been able to make very much time for him the last few weeks, which has been very hard. I feel very guilty, because the time that we did get to spend together I was very stressed and distracted, and not the nicest person to be around. I guess it is true that you are the rudest to the ones you love, and I hate that I was that way to him. He is never like that to me, but then again we deal with stress very differently. I explode, he internalizes....very different styles but we work well together I guess. Anyway he left for his school, and I miss him. He is in Massachuettes for two weeks, and right now he is dealing with hurricane Hana. I am of course very worried, so much so that I told him to go to the bathroom and steal toilet paper so that if he is trapped in his building that he at least has some that no one else can use. That is what I would do if I was stuck somewhere like that. Anyway, I just want these two weeks to go by fast. I miss him so much and need him home with me. Plus I have to mow the lawn while he is gone, and I HATE doing it.

Tommorow I am going to go shopping for clothes the first time in a long long time. I am very excited. My mom and I are going, and that means she will buy me some stuff. I need to get to sleep soon so that I am refreshed for the day.