CJ has been in Massachusetts for almost two weeks now. He is going to his five millionth army school. I miss him so much! I have been doing okay until tonight about being by myself. I had just made a nice dinner, and I was cutting into it and realized that I would be eating it all alone. I got extremely sad at that moment. I do not know what I will do when CJ gets deployed again, I just miss him too much. Looking back now I do not know how I manged to be by myself when he was deployed the first time. I could never be single and living by myself, because I get so lonely. Even the dogs are not keeping me company this time. It is only three more days until he is home but I want him home NOW!!!
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